This is what i really need to do for myself..spend a little more time trying to make something for myself and a little less trying to impress people. because that thing makes me happy more.Ahh one more thing,  i don't  even want to remember the things that make me sad because i know how it feels to be unhappy with every single thing in your life,trust me its really painful and sometimes i wonder why am i doing this to myself?Just be happy and be grateful with your life